I'm all new to this horary stuff and before I even knew anything about it this is what I have done for a couple of mounts: I have a male friend (classmates at uni) I have feelings for. We flirt subtly a lot but I'm not sure if he has strong feelings for me, if he thinks about me all the time as I do about him. So far subtle touches and hugs is as far as we have gone, as we are "only" friends. Oh and we always have very strong eye contact with each other. So I got the idea for some time ago to draw up event charts with for ex stuff like "first time he hugged me". "first time he touched me" etc and I then drew up a composite of this charts.
For ex a composite of: His natal chart + "our first hug".
I just merely thought this would give a clue about "What he felt hugging me", but I may have used this all wrong?
So however, in ALL the composites I have done of events like this The Sun is Always Conjunct the Venus! I mean, ALWAYS! In everyone of them! Is this normal?!
I even started to make event composites of mundane stuff like "having lunch with him", and yes, sun is always conj the venus! Its crazy!? I have then tested this on events when we havn't been together and then the sun is not conj venus so...
What are your thoughts? And do I use this all wrong?